Friend to Choose

Between M and F..I don't know who to choose, I don't know where to sit whenever we in the classes or when we walking..To choose someone between the two make me feel I'm the one who the bad one. The two of them can't be together because F had bad feeling toward M. In my side, I can be with both of them and I comfortable aroud both. 

I known M around four years ago but we're not friend at that time, i just become too close with her about one year ago while F is I just meet her about six month ago. Being we these two girls make me feel awkward and I don't know who to talk and who should I seat with. Both have different personality. Actually, I know that M is kind and she is not really is the serious type of person but people who don't get to know her well will think that she is quite temper person. while F, she is the type who quite sensitive when people react differently toward her and I know she is kind too and sometimes I think she need attention. I can see clearly that she jealous when I choose to seat with M and she will keep silent. So the thing I will do is I will not going to give her more attention but I will tried to make her laugh when I think I need to or when M is not around. I think she can accept that. 

I wanted to be with M like we used to before but F seems to had no friend and she look lonely by herself. I feel sorry toward her..she had friends but they're not in the same class or even they are but its only about one class only. Nowadays, M always walked alone without us and she seems like run away from me. People always asked me about her being alone but what can I say because I don't have the answer. I know she felt left out but sometimes we arguing or can't had same thought about something but I feel sorry toward her. I'm the only friend she had before and the longest one to be her friend but now she seems to live just like how she used to be before. Nowadays, I always asked M to seat between F and me. She will seat in the middle of the two of us and of course F wouldn't like it but I just pretend not to understand. I feel sorry toward both of them and I afraid that one day the two of them will leave me behind and I will be alone by myself.

 I'm sorry my friend..the two of you make me confused and I don't know what to do.I only can pray  so that the both of you will never left my side and stay with me forever. Please be my friend forever so that I can declare the both of you as my bestie.I love the said that..please stay with me even sometimes I hurt your feeling but please be patient with my behavior and attitude..I love both of you as my friend and I believe it will become bestie forever. thanks for being my friend now and will be forever. please never leave me..

The words that M should describe me...Its my bad. The perfect words