I am Dreamer

I am a normal girl who wish to do all thing that other girls doing and had in their life.  Sometimes I feel like this world is not fair and I have many complaint and unsatisfying thing in my mind which I can only said  to myself. who I am to judge the Creator and What right do I have??? it just my greed

 I am just normal girls that dream lot of thing can happen to me.. Even though lot of time goods things happen to me and I thankful but lots of times I want more or than I deserve. I satisfied with my family but at some point I want my family to be rich and I want to born I in richer family. I know this will never happen and its impossible to happen. Maybe I just have to dreaming about it and just enjoy my dream everyday. When I have free time and need for something which I can't afford, the thought of wanted to be rich come to to my mind and I feel sad. Why can I born to be rich?? why?? and why?? *sigh*

I am not just dreaming to be rich but I am dreaming and wishing I can meet someone rich and married him. I make scenario in my mind and it makes me happy whenever I think about it. it feel like watching myself in drama tv. The dream guy and his family is rich but kind to me and they're foreigner. This dream even it will never or impossible to come true but at least it make me happy and I have dream and hope for my future. I wish my dream guy will love and faith to me.

I am wishing I can travel the world. I wanna to visits very countries in this world. that is why I want to rich... I don't know whether this dream will come true or not..but definitely it impossible for me travel this world but I wishing i can visit some places. Countries that I wish I can visit someday was Korea, Macau, Japan, Peru, Europe, US, Canada, Egypt, New Zealand, Australia and some Asian countries. It was my big dream and  wish to visit these countries. I don't know what will I get when I able to travel this place but by imagine about it, It make me happy and keep on dreaming. My dream will never going to stop and fade til I can visit these place.


I am normal girls that dream to have beautiful and wonderful wedding ceremony. Every times I went or someone close to be getting married it makes me feel like want it to and wish I can do better and have beautiful and wonderful wedding. with beautiful dresses, gold ring, beautiful makeup, body, perfect ceremony and perfect, loving, capable, responsible  guy beside me. I can't keep on dreaming about it..I wish to prepared a perfect wedding one day. Even though sometimes I wish to have grand wedding ceremony, I believe that will never happen to me. I am not that lucky to be able to have grand or luxury wedding ceremony. I wish it just can be perfect in my eyes and it satisfied me.

I wish I can have my own house and car... just like normal people do. My dream to have my own house and pay for it by myself. It something maybe affordable but maybe takes so much time in my life to owned it.

wishing that I will have happy, wonderful and great family with my husband, daughters, sons, parents, fa-ma in laws, siblings, in-laws and relatives.

I am NORMAL girl with big DREAMs