I miss You

                     Where had you been? I miss you..really missing u. 

You should told me where you been and I heard that you going somewhere else but I wanted to heard the news with your own lips not others. My friend just told me that you went training for your new job and you didn't told me about that and you left without single words. Although you thought me as your friend but at least you told me. I know I just love you one side but can't you tell by knowing how I care about you? I been wait for you about four years but still there no progress and you never tell me anything how you feel about me. I love you but you know I have no courage to say it and maybe you think about the same thing too but why don't you keep it try. Waiting for you like waiting for a "prince" to make confession to me and it will never happen even in my dream or in reality. Why don't you try to be man and gentle toward me and tried to confessed if you ever had feeling toward me..Are you really think that I'm just your friend? But why? Don't you ever have any feeling toward me? You left like I'm not important to you and even my wish for your birthday, you didn't reply it and I wished you with my sincerely heart and every year I tried to be the first person to wish your birthday but seems like you never appreciated me. You're the only one guys that I ever feel that ways..I have give up on many thing to keep on loving you and so that you see the opportunities but you never grab it.

 I care about you and I had this feeling for a long time and I never get any respond from you. Are you really that stupid to not know my feeling. I even give you a hint and all the things that we shares and talk about during this past few year don't you get it and remember those days. You talk with me over the hand-phone very long time and it make my heart keeps telling me to keep on wait for your confession but until now there nothing happen..

I'm just waiting for something that wouldn't never happen. I'm the one that really stupid. I realize that you always make promises but never keep it but I pretend not to remember those promises..you told me that you will text me but you never done it and you still keep promising and I'm tried not to think about it seriously and tried to calm myself by thinking that you're too busy with your jobs but it happen not just once or twice but it always happen..you do it again and again. how do you expect me to react to that?? I know that I'm not that important to you that is why you keep on broke those promises. Sometimes I'm fed up with your attitude but my strong feeling toward you make myself calm down and tried to be patient. How come you not understand my feeling? I wondering.. Why Can't you tell me that you went somewhere else and what kind of thing you do nowadays and what is your job now..Can you call me or text me??..I really miss you and I really do. How can I hide my feeling toward you anymore. My heart is really hurt and I can't express it with any words. I feel lifted out and I'm not that important person to you. Please, I hope you share the same feeling with me. please understand my feeling and please make me one of the most important person in your heart.